Stomach disease

Feel really weak and unsure due to stomach disease that has hit me today. Met wonderful handicraft people today at work, and talked to the lawyer who had not got any answer from the insurance company like I had not either. .... He will have the declaration made by tomorrow and I will have a meeting with him in the afternoon. Then we should head to mother's but I don't know about that really. Mother is ill, virus flu - I am not well - we will be tired to drive all night... I really don't know. The only reason to go is that there will be the memorial service to all who died this year, in the church to the graveyard of which my brother is buried. My God if I'd be able to make the right decision...